Car Crash in the Jungle

In this dream, I was in a black car with the girl from my Love That Hurt blog. I was driving down a road covered with green trees on both sides when suddenly we crashed. I don’t know why it happened. I looked outside through the mirror, and it was dark. When I turned to face her, she was full of sweat, breathing deeply. I said to her, “We have to wait till it’s day so I can repair the car.” She blamed me, saying, “It all happened because of you.” I told her we needed to sleep and close the lights because there could be animals outside.

I offered her three options for sleeping arrangements, emphasizing that my sleep was important for our survival:

  1. I sleep on the back seat while she sleeps in the front.

  2. She sleeps on the back floor while I sleep on the back seat.

  3. We both sleep on the back seat, with her on top of me.

She replied that she would sleep on the floor. I started removing my clothes until I was in my underwear, which was the same color as the accent color I used in my NixOS GNOME setup.

As we slept, I noticed she was shivering. I took her onto me, and we fell asleep together. Then, I slipped into a dream within the dream. In this inner dream, I was gripping the back seat with both hands, looking at her and saying, “What would happen if I rape you right now? Who is here to save you?” She was crying, but I said, “If I’m not doing anything, then what’s your problem with me?” Then we started kissing, passionately, over and over. We got naked, and she was on the back seat. I was fucking her, our bodies pressed together on the seat. I hugged her tightly and started fucking as hard and fast as I could. She began screaming.

Suddenly, the scene shifted within this inner dream. She was on top of me, sleeping, then woke up and kissed me. Her hair kept getting in the way, so I rolled it up in my hand, and we kissed heavenly, over and over. The moment felt intense. Then, I was on top of her, sucking her right boob. I could feel a strange sensation, like some liquid going through a pipe, a type of pain, but I got nothing from it. I tried the next one, and she was in pain, pushing me away. I put my hand on her mouth, trying as hard as I could, despite her resistance.

Abruptly, I was out of the inner dream. Back in the main dream, she woke up on top of me, shouting, “Who told you to do it? I am shit!” and other things. I was outside, fixing the car, and it was daytime. The jungle around us looked straight out of The Walking Dead series, with brown, crunchy leaves scattered everywhere—eerie and desolate. Then the dream broke, and I woke up.

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