So this dream came long after this incident that happened in my Taekwondo academy. It was almost 2 months after joining, and I had a crush on one of the coach’s daughters who used to replace him while he taught somewhere else. She was very cute and beautiful.

That day I was going to pay the fee, so I asked one of the girls there who I should give the money to, and the girl replied with – “do you think didi is a small girl?” (in my language). I said yes, thinking she was talking about the age. Then I gave the fee and left.

But the next day she also started staring at me.

I thought, am I being creepy? because I almost had my eyes on her. But suddenly she grouped everybody and screamed at me with stuff like “do you think I am small? This is how you respect your teachers?” etc.

At that time I got that guilty thing inside my throat while I was trying hard not to cry, and I could hear my heart beating in my ears. Everything went silent.

And because I fear stages, my body started to shake since everyone was looking at me. But I controlled myself.

Afterwards at night, her father called me and said – “did you say she is a small girl? I thought you are a silent, shy guy but you are a bomb.” Also with other non-important stuff, he said that I made her cry.

That hurt a lot.

After that call, a few days later, I left the academy. Not because I was feeling bad, but because I felt left out and no one was really talking to me anymore, which felt like shit.

Now in the dream: I was sleeping on the bed, she came on me. I couldn’t move for some reason, and she started strangling me with her hands while screaming. (High-pitch screams make me angry.)

And then I woke up.

That was the whole dream.

This dream took place when I was in school, around the time of The Love Making blog. In this dream I woke up in my room naked, and everything felt normal to me. I brushed, took a bath, drank milk, and went out for the bus — all naked. It all happened so quick I didn’t see any family member thank god.

After this I got on the bus and every student was naked. Then I realized I was in the naked world, but for some reason it felt normal to me. When I reached class I saw my crush naked. It was beautiful. I didn’t see anybody else, just her. She didn’t say anything, just kept looking into my eyes.

But then I started to feel embarrassed for some reason, like I was feeling shit. Then I woke up — and even after I woke up I was still feeling shit. As usual my dick was hard but there was no ejaculation. I think this dream happened around the time when I discovered masturbation. After this dream I never had any feeling for her, and I still don’t know why.

In this dream, I was on the bed with my friend, and I remember clearly that the background, for the first time instead of dark, was pink. In that, I fucked her, but her pussy was not hers—it was someone else's, I think someone from the porn. She also had hairs on her boobs and pussy. I think the reason for the boobs was that her face had a lot of pimples with hair, like an average Indian girl in her puberty.

We both were in school at that time and we were like best friends. I don't know about her, but I considered her my best friend. She also knew I had a crush on someone.

I think the reason was not her outer beauty (she was ugly) but her inner one. I said a lot of things to her—my personal stuff, which porn we both liked, and a LOT of stuff—which made me feel comfortable and open with her. Also, I think we both were in school from 6th to 12th, so that also might be the reason.

I forgot why I was writing this lol, but I think in that dream, instead of fucking her, I should have talked to her. But that never came in my mind—nothing came in my mind, just fuck fuck fuck.

Also, after I woke up, my dick was hard, but I did not ejaculate, nor did I have that same feeling I had in The Kiss blog.

In this dream everything was dark. There were no lips, but when the dream started something touched my lips. I didn’t know what it was, but soon I realized it was lips because there was a tongue in my mouth. I could literally feel the kiss like I was kissing a real person — it was real, like hard real. I can’t describe how real it was, and it lasted the whole night. She was just doing it and I couldn’t back off. It didn’t even come to my mind. Nothing came to my mind.

Note: I have never kissed a person before this dream, and even now while writing this blog.

Now when I think about it, the only face I could see was my beautiful college friend. I never liked her attitude or her high-pitched voice, but after that night I kinda started to like her. Not really a friend though, because I don’t consider anyone in college my friend — I’d call it survivalist.

After that dream my dick was hard, I ejaculated, and my mind was empty — which felt really good.