The Dream Diary

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In this dream I was in my house, and what I do is whenever I drink water, I always put the empty glass on the refrigerator so I can use it again.

So in the dream, I was going to drink a glass of water, and as soon as I took that empty glass, I saw that there was a black worm roaming inside it, with a red aura underneath.

In another dream which came to me after this one, I was making tea as usual for me and my parents. When I passed the cup of tea to my mom, I saw this black worm coming out of the tea and swimming to the area near my mother’s side, then swimming back to me and getting into my skin.

That worm was not long, but thick in the middle, with an upward curve in the center. It had a shape like this ()—like a kite but with smooth edges. It also had small legs like a frog and no eyes.

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In this dream I was in a place, and a black van was in front of me. From that black van, two cows slid on a grass slider in front of me.

Then I said to the guy, whom I did not see, “What about the male cows? They would burn their feet.”

Out of nowhere, a black cow appeared, and the background shifted to a green area. Nothing was there, and the feet of that black male cow were burning.

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In this dream, I was in a black car with the girl from my Love That Hurt blog. I was driving down a road covered with green trees on both sides when suddenly we crashed. I don’t know why it happened. I looked outside through the mirror, and it was dark. When I turned to face her, she was full of sweat, breathing deeply. I said to her, “We have to wait till it’s day so I can repair the car.” She blamed me, saying, “It all happened because of you.” I told her we needed to sleep and close the lights because there could be animals outside.

I offered her three options for sleeping arrangements, emphasizing that my sleep was important for our survival:

  1. I sleep on the back seat while she sleeps in the front.

  2. She sleeps on the back floor while I sleep on the back seat.

  3. We both sleep on the back seat, with her on top of me.

She replied that she would sleep on the floor. I started removing my clothes until I was in my underwear, which was the same color as the accent color I used in my NixOS GNOME setup.

As we slept, I noticed she was shivering. I took her onto me, and we fell asleep together. Then, I slipped into a dream within the dream. In this inner dream, I was gripping the back seat with both hands, looking at her and saying, “What would happen if I rape you right now? Who is here to save you?” She was crying, but I said, “If I’m not doing anything, then what’s your problem with me?” Then we started kissing, passionately, over and over. We got naked, and she was on the back seat. I was fucking her, our bodies pressed together on the seat. I hugged her tightly and started fucking as hard and fast as I could. She began screaming.

Suddenly, the scene shifted within this inner dream. She was on top of me, sleeping, then woke up and kissed me. Her hair kept getting in the way, so I rolled it up in my hand, and we kissed heavenly, over and over. The moment felt intense. Then, I was on top of her, sucking her right boob. I could feel a strange sensation, like some liquid going through a pipe, a type of pain, but I got nothing from it. I tried the next one, and she was in pain, pushing me away. I put my hand on her mouth, trying as hard as I could, despite her resistance.

Abruptly, I was out of the inner dream. Back in the main dream, she woke up on top of me, shouting, “Who told you to do it? I am shit!” and other things. I was outside, fixing the car, and it was daytime. The jungle around us looked straight out of The Walking Dead series, with brown, crunchy leaves scattered everywhere—eerie and desolate. Then the dream broke, and I woke up.

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This dream started with me at a house which was not mine, but in the dream I knew it was mine. I saw a lady and a kid (boy) going outside. As soon as I took a step outside the door, I was teleported to jail, and I got this info automatically in my mind that they were my wife and kid.

Then somehow I was outside of jail, and the next second I was in front of a building. There was no elevator in the building, so after a VERY LONG staircase I stopped in front of a house. Then I was teleported to a room where it was the kid and me, and I gave that kid a present. He was happy, but out of nowhere that lady (I think) grabbed my collar from behind, and the next second I was on a staircase crying with laughter—the same laugh I do in real life to decrease my anger or when I can’t break or hit someone. But while I was doing it in the dream, I felt nothing. There was no anger, just refreshment.

Then I stood up and started walking downwards. At one point there was a group of 4 people (3 boys, 1 girl). One of the boys came to me and offered me a taco from a silver tray full of tacos, which I refused by waving my hand and moved forward.

Before the end of the staircase, at the 2nd floor, I met my uncle who had a green Uber bag with not-so-familiar font. He said something, but I forgot. As soon as I touched the ground I was outside of a park which exists in real life—and then I woke up.

When I woke up it was refreshing. Nothing was in my mind, and the memory of the dream was fading away while I was trying to remember it.

Things I observed after I woke up
1. This dream came from my fear of becoming like my father
2. I knew every single character in this dream
3. I knew the building
4. My uncle is basically like an Uber food delivery guy (moving presents and food from one house to another)
5. The end of the staircase was made of metal, like the floor of a school bus with the same pattern
6. The only time I had tacos were after a fest in college in burger king

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In this dream I was in a house which was not mine, possibly from a movie. I was coming towards this girl whose face I don’t remember anymore.

There was this white door with 4 mirrors separated by a “+” behind the stairs, and in front was a round table. Everything was decorated in white.

Suddenly the door started busting. I was going towards the door and saw 3 children in the dark outside wearing yellow shirts and sandy half jeans. They were smiling.

Then I saw a black revolver on the head of 1 child from the right, and the guy shot 3 bullet through 3 heads.

I ran to open the door but there was nothing. While I was looking, I saw green grass, a lamp, and another house—while listening to this high-pitch scream which woke me up.

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