So this dream came long after this incident that happened in my Taekwondo academy. It was almost 2 months after joining, and I had a crush on one of the coach’s daughters who used to replace him while he taught somewhere else. She was very cute and beautiful.
That day I was going to pay the fee, so I asked one of the girls there who I should give the money to, and the girl replied with – “do you think didi is a small girl?” (in my language). I said yes, thinking she was talking about the age. Then I gave the fee and left.
But the next day she also started staring at me.
I thought, am I being creepy? because I almost had my eyes on her. But suddenly she grouped everybody and screamed at me with stuff like “do you think I am small? This is how you respect your teachers?” etc.
At that time I got that guilty thing inside my throat while I was trying hard not to cry, and I could hear my heart beating in my ears. Everything went silent.
And because I fear stages, my body started to shake since everyone was looking at me. But I controlled myself.
Afterwards at night, her father called me and said – “did you say she is a small girl? I thought you are a silent, shy guy but you are a bomb.” Also with other non-important stuff, he said that I made her cry.
That hurt a lot.
After that call, a few days later, I left the academy. Not because I was feeling bad, but because I felt left out and no one was really talking to me anymore, which felt like shit.
Now in the dream: I was sleeping on the bed, she came on me. I couldn’t move for some reason, and she started strangling me with her hands while screaming. (High-pitch screams make me angry.)
And then I woke up.
That was the whole dream.
For some reason I don’t remember the dream where my physical IRL body moves, but I notice my movement when I am seeing the dream as well as when I am half awake and half asleep. Also, sometimes I can hear the outside sounds in my dream. Sometimes that outside sound integrates with the dream, like that one time I was asleep in the sleep and an alarm clock (red color) which I do not have IRL started making the same sound my Android clock makes. I woke up from sleep, looked at that alarm clock, and woke up again. And sometimes the noise IRL is so powerful that I break free from the dream. I remember it, but it starts to fade away while I’m waking up.
Well, till now the movement I had in my body were:
Movement of thumb or index finger / both upside down or reverse — maybe due to I watch a LOT of Instagram reels (mainly left hand).
Movement of whole body like a flick.
Movement of right leg like a flick.
Movement of right hand thumb in a circle. It can be because of Android games, but I use the right thumb for shooting and left for movement.
So before this dream I had a French poem recitation in front of the class when I was in 5th, I think. And like everybody, I did not know shit. Also, I had stage fear (still have). So for the whole day, I was just repeating it, but it was not going into my mind. Eventually, I was fed up and decided to sleep at night. And in my dream, I was reciting it again and again and again. No one was in my house and I didn’t even notice that. I also didn’t notice I was in a dream.
When I woke up and started to bathe, I suddenly got this whole poem in my head like it was glued to every cell of my brain, and I was very happy. But for some reason, I forgot the poem and started reciting a broken poem when I actually started speaking. And when I got home, I got it again on my tongue.
Like this, in this dream I was reciting this big-ass answer of a history question repeatedly, which I was reciting in real life the day before the exam. But not like the previous case—I was able to write that shit in the exam alphabet by alphabet.
Note – In both of the dreams above I was walking the whole time while reciting. And IRL I usually walk while reading or repeating repeatedly.
Another dream was of this tool I was working on. I got stuck on a problem while coding, but somehow after I completed one of the best sleeps I ever had, my mind was empty and fresh, and I had the solution for the problem.
So before the dream, I would like to tell you that I used to go for tuitions for maths when I was in school. If I moved forward, there was a house, and at that house lived my crush — she was a hairy stick, but I liked her. Going further ahead, there was a grocery shop run by the mother of the tutor.
Now in this dream, I looked up and saw this building — just this one yellow-white building — which was at the right side of my crush’s house if my back was facing her house. Until that day, I had been going back and forth and never really looked at that building. But on that fine evening, I think it was 6:00 pm, I was going to the shop to buy something. While returning, I thought of taking that short route, but then to feel the weather I looked up — and I got a déjà vu. I was standing at the same spot, same building, same colors.
And the best part — I suddenly remembered that the weather in my dream was the same weather right now. For some reason, it calmed my mind, and I felt relaxed, like I had gotten the answer to a very tough question.
In this dream I was in my house with 4 or 5 friends. I knew them very well inside the dream, but as soon as I woke up I forgot who they were. We were standing in a circle in the hall (the relative area of the house), with all of our hands crossed, and all of them were staring at me.
I turned around and saw yellow light outside, so I went to the balcony door to check the weather (the door was closed). Suddenly a bright yellow/golden + white light started to come in. My eyes couldn’t handle it — I was trying hard to see. Then all of a sudden, I was flying horizontally.
While I was flying, I felt no emotion. Nothing. Maybe content, but I don’t know. As I flew back into the hall, I saw everyone else floating too, all of them still looking at me. I don’t know what happened next, but I woke up with my dick hard, and after that my mind was totally flushed and refreshed. I felt new — like my whole body had reset, the same feeling as getting a 24 hr sleep after not sleeping for a month.
In this dream I was in a dystopian world. I first saw a black-blue sky with electrical aqua-colored thunderstorms. When I started walking, at my very first step I heard a crunching noise. When I looked down, I realized I was walking on skulls.
Out of nowhere, it came to my mind that I was in a dream. So I thought — if I imagine something else, maybe this will be gone. While my eyes were closed in the dream, I was thinking about having sex with every girl I ever saw. At the same time, I saw a picture of the Terminator with the gun knob upside against his head. When I opened my eyes, I was in an area I recognized quickly — it was from Mr. Robot, where there were A-frame houses. I was standing in the lawn of one of those houses.
But then suddenly my father came running toward me from the lawn behind. I saw him by turning my neck, and I started running as fast as I could. While he transformed into something nasty, I again got reminded that this is a dream. So I closed my eyes again, and this time I woke up — with my dick hard as always.
Before waking up, something strange also happened. I felt like I was going down while an invisible tower was rising, and when I rose, the tower decreased. I could control my increase and decrease. It was weird but fun. It only happens when I have a fever — my eyes hurt like a lot of stress is on them, and that’s when I get this tower thingy.
Also, to do it again I tried to make myself understand that I was in a dream by repeating I am in a dream again and again. I was able to get into 2 dreams — I remember that I was awake in the dream, but I don’t remember the dream itself.
This dream took place when I was in school, around the time of The Love Making blog. In this dream I woke up in my room naked, and everything felt normal to me. I brushed, took a bath, drank milk, and went out for the bus — all naked. It all happened so quick I didn’t see any family member thank god.
After this I got on the bus and every student was naked. Then I realized I was in the naked world, but for some reason it felt normal to me. When I reached class I saw my crush naked. It was beautiful. I didn’t see anybody else, just her. She didn’t say anything, just kept looking into my eyes.
But then I started to feel embarrassed for some reason, like I was feeling shit. Then I woke up — and even after I woke up I was still feeling shit. As usual my dick was hard but there was no ejaculation. I think this dream happened around the time when I discovered masturbation. After this dream I never had any feeling for her, and I still don’t know why.
In this dream, I was on the bed with my friend, and I remember clearly that the background, for the first time instead of dark, was pink. In that, I fucked her, but her pussy was not hers—it was someone else's, I think someone from the porn. She also had hairs on her boobs and pussy. I think the reason for the boobs was that her face had a lot of pimples with hair, like an average Indian girl in her puberty.
We both were in school at that time and we were like best friends. I don't know about her, but I considered her my best friend. She also knew I had a crush on someone.
I think the reason was not her outer beauty (she was ugly) but her inner one. I said a lot of things to her—my personal stuff, which porn we both liked, and a LOT of stuff—which made me feel comfortable and open with her. Also, I think we both were in school from 6th to 12th, so that also might be the reason.
I forgot why I was writing this lol, but I think in that dream, instead of fucking her, I should have talked to her. But that never came in my mind—nothing came in my mind, just fuck fuck fuck.
Also, after I woke up, my dick was hard, but I did not ejaculate, nor did I have that same feeling I had in The Kiss blog.
In this dream everything was dark. There were no lips, but when the dream started something touched my lips. I didn’t know what it was, but soon I realized it was lips because there was a tongue in my mouth. I could literally feel the kiss like I was kissing a real person — it was real, like hard real. I can’t describe how real it was, and it lasted the whole night. She was just doing it and I couldn’t back off. It didn’t even come to my mind. Nothing came to my mind.
Note: I have never kissed a person before this dream, and even now while writing this blog.
Now when I think about it, the only face I could see was my beautiful college friend. I never liked her attitude or her high-pitched voice, but after that night I kinda started to like her. Not really a friend though, because I don’t consider anyone in college my friend — I’d call it survivalist.
After that dream my dick was hard, I ejaculated, and my mind was empty — which felt really good.
In this dream everything happened the same as in The Dark Fall blog, but before the fall I was on a swing, trying to go as high as possible. As soon as I got almost vertical my bum slipped and I fell. Then I woke up as soon as I touched the ground (I think it was the ground). I remember it was the same park and the same swing where I used to live, and the whole park was empty.